Soft hearted me once again .

Just some key events that happen so far

I’ve officially passed out of my 74th Underwater medic course. Good thing is that I’m posted to Tuas Naval Base for the next one and half year of my remaining NSF lifespan. Bad thing, its either Treatment I/C or Docu I/C that I’m going to be takeover. Treatment I/C was a very tempting and two nurses are sortta like wanna get into it. Unfortunately, I decide to give up that , and go towards the docu side.

And now I’m so regretting that decision. Everyday is paper work pile up, email shoot left right up down. BAH . And it doesnt increase my knowledge/experience in my nursing field. I would prolly go back to hospital and be a ward clerk.

Failed OJT once and pass on the second attempt. At least , I did it without much help. Unlike some ungrateful idiots.

I can continue on ranting and ranting and ranting but since blog is kinda public, certain boundaries cannot be crossed.

Let me greet you people happy new year. Hope this year will be fantastic and well blessed.

Let me just summarised what happen the entire week. Back in navy , I officially passed out as 74th Underwater Medic Course. Survived my last ever road march but i injured my left shoulder. Left with some bad swelling and sore , crampy legs. But nevertheless, I survived hell day and converted offically to the blue uniform.

New year eve was spend out at counting down and chilling out at some park. Opening the 4 bottles was hard without a bottle opener but yeah, I managed to do it. Hope the time spend was worth it. Since its been quite awhile that I did such stuff. Stars gazing and the moon was just right .

Alrighty , New year resolutions for 2010
1) Complete at least one full 42.5 marathon
2) Have a 21st bday party to meet up with all my new/old/lost friends
3) Maintain a weight of 80kg
4)Having a more tone body
5) Try to pass at least my IPPT

Well, hopefully these aint too much to ask for

Take care and Goodbye folks

Well started off the day with meeting a close fren of mine for lunch before heading back home for a party / gathering / chill out session.

Total attendance 3 . Me luyun kenneth. Cooked prawn bacon agolio olio . was pretty fun eh . Then soccer time till everybody goes home. To those who didnt make it to the gathering , its fine . Don’t know when I can have such nights out again.

Hell day on tuesday . Although many say its gonna be one day, i think it will kill me . Just pray hard for me yeah.

Family off to HK without me . Oh well what to do , im stuck with NS .

Ciaos people,  short updates it shall be

Cheers and hope the days will get better soon.

The first and final time with smart 4 and red arm band . Converting to the blue uniform . Dare to Excel . 74th Underwater Medic

The month of Nov is drawing to a close within a week or so. And this signals that the festive season is coming. Should I even bother start a countdown to Christmas….

Yes, I’m officially level 2 EMT trained medic. Its just like your medic sergeant, minus the 3 stripes hanging in front.
The 10 past weeks or so had been a mentally torturing experience to me. Instead of becoming smarter, I felt my intelligence level shrinks down to a mere pathetic level where I never been before. Seriously I wonder after 2 years of being a medic, my medical knowledge will be how screwed.

Few more weeks to POP. Military phrase .. Im pretty much screwed ..

Training still pretty much the same. Information overload everyday. Things to catch up every now and then. Hell yeah, I even bother studying at night for tests and stuff. And I pretty much missed times back in poly where I study in a group. Hiaz, it pretty drives me crazy at times when idiots bomb me with unnecessary questions.

I decide to put things on hiatus . Its not the right time to chase after things which seems impossible. Its hard to kiss dating goodbye , but I shall do it for now. Till dating decides to surprise me, I will just keep on running …… For marathon training next year

Thats all folks, have a pleasant week ahead.

PS: Looking for halloween party crew ! Lets dress up and have some fun !

Theory lessons are bombing me each day . I seriously wonder how those with non-medical background are gonna chase up with the lessons being taught. Nursing already take 3 years to get all the theory drilled in us yet this course is only a mere 12 weeks. Even I do admit I struggled slightly at the theory part as I sucks in the AAP sector. =x

Practical are more or less a new thing for me . Things which I dislike are introduce to me. Bandage and me doesn’t go along very well. IV lessons are upcoming soon. Praying real damn hard that I will survive thru the ordeal. Pray that my arm will still be intact after the plenty sessions awaiting for me ahead.

Fitness level been dropping since I’ve passed out BMT. And this really sucks balls. 15 weeks of BMT had me shed abt 10 plus kg off my weight. Drop my waist size by 3 inches. AND I DO NOT WANNA GET BACK TO THE STATE I WAS IN 3 MONTHS AGOOOO…..
Come, any running buddies around to motivate me ?

And since I dropped my weight, naturally all my clothes became bigger or rather I had shrunk. So i went on a shopping spree with Stephen. Damn it, I really spend alot. Total spending up to date is abt 500+ . Oh crap …. And i still yet to get a proper pair of sneakers. ..

Every bookouts seems the same. Its either the same groupies that I hang out with or family time. Seems my calender is like getting boring. People that once were close , began to distance. This is kinda saddening but this is how life works. Changes is permanent. Why does it seem people running to me when their problems seems to be piling and then desert me while everthing is fine. Bless my soul

The chase seems never ending. And I’m getting sick of it. You seem to be near yet far. Maybe its just me. At least, give me a sign. I’m so tireddddddddddddddd.

Its been coming to 2 weeks since I had POP-ed from the tekong chalet. 24km was a horrible one which I do not wanna do it again . Especially its an overnight event. Practically sleep marching , its pretty obvious. People start swaying to the left than to the right and keep uttering nonsense too. So after a good 6 to 8 hours or so , we are finally done with it.

So here comes the parade , after a mad rush to change and get ready. First up was the drill squad performance. Damn pleased with it. Then followed by the main parade segment. Everything done , just go home sleep and rest.

Posting out – Combat Medic . Mixed bunch of feelings. 1 week had passed since I’m in the new camp. Things tend to be less tense as it previously use to be. But I miss my old buddies back at tekong . The atmosphere just feels different. Everyone is still on the cautious guard and mixing around is abit hard to get it together. Anyway, i will be on 12 weeks before getting posted out again ..

Sorry for rushed post. Will do a better job next time

Hope, is what i left…