500 days of Summer

500 days of summer was an awesome show . Caught it with my nursing gang. Well, basically its shows a dude failed r/s which lasted for 500 days or so. And the girl was named Summer. Pretty mind provoking as it kinda jolts me back where I was when a failed r/s had happen. Nevertheless, its a must see romance-comedy show to watch.

Training still pretty much the same. Information overload everyday. Things to catch up every now and then. Hell yeah, I even bother studying at night for tests and stuff. And I pretty much missed times back in poly where I study in a group. Hiaz, it pretty drives me crazy at times when idiots bomb me with unnecessary questions.

I decide to put things on hiatus . Its not the right time to chase after things which seems impossible. Its hard to kiss dating goodbye , but I shall do it for now. Till dating decides to surprise me, I will just keep on running …… For marathon training next year

Thats all folks, have a pleasant week ahead.

PS: Looking for halloween party crew ! Lets dress up and have some fun !

Dear Agony

Hi Folks , its me once again. Down another week as a medic trainee. Or Emergency Medical Technician as the official name/course as it suggested.

Theory lessons are bombing me each day . I seriously wonder how those with non-medical background are gonna chase up with the lessons being taught. Nursing already take 3 years to get all the theory drilled in us yet this course is only a mere 12 weeks. Even I do admit I struggled slightly at the theory part as I sucks in the AAP sector. =x

Practical are more or less a new thing for me . Things which I dislike are introduce to me. Bandage and me doesn’t go along very well. IV lessons are upcoming soon. Praying real damn hard that I will survive thru the ordeal. Pray that my arm will still be intact after the plenty sessions awaiting for me ahead.

Fitness level been dropping since I’ve passed out BMT. And this really sucks balls. 15 weeks of BMT had me shed abt 10 plus kg off my weight. Drop my waist size by 3 inches. AND I DO NOT WANNA GET BACK TO THE STATE I WAS IN 3 MONTHS AGOOOO…..
Come, any running buddies around to motivate me ?

And since I dropped my weight, naturally all my clothes became bigger or rather I had shrunk. So i went on a shopping spree with Stephen. Damn it, I really spend alot. Total spending up to date is abt 500+ . Oh crap …. And i still yet to get a proper pair of sneakers. ..

Every bookouts seems the same. Its either the same groupies that I hang out with or family time. Seems my calender is like getting boring. People that once were close , began to distance. This is kinda saddening but this is how life works. Changes is permanent. Why does it seem people running to me when their problems seems to be piling and then desert me while everthing is fine. Bless my soul

The chase seems never ending. And I’m getting sick of it. You seem to be near yet far. Maybe its just me. At least, give me a sign. I’m so tireddddddddddddddd.

We need a medic here

Hohoho . sorry for the serious lack of updates .

Its been coming to 2 weeks since I had POP-ed from the tekong chalet. 24km was a horrible one which I do not wanna do it again . Especially its an overnight event. Practically sleep marching , its pretty obvious. People start swaying to the left than to the right and keep uttering nonsense too. So after a good 6 to 8 hours or so , we are finally done with it.

So here comes the parade , after a mad rush to change and get ready. First up was the drill squad performance. Damn pleased with it. Then followed by the main parade segment. Everything done , just go home sleep and rest.

Posting out – Combat Medic . Mixed bunch of feelings. 1 week had passed since I’m in the new camp. Things tend to be less tense as it previously use to be. But I miss my old buddies back at tekong . The atmosphere just feels different. Everyone is still on the cautious guard and mixing around is abit hard to get it together. Anyway, i will be on 12 weeks before getting posted out again ..

Sorry for rushed post. Will do a better job next time

Hope, is what i left…

10 days left . Boy am I so excited !

Remember the previous post I mentioned about drill competition. Guess what , we came in top ! Beating the other 10 companies . Damn, it felt so good despite a few setbacks. Now, for the performance part. We have to claim whats rightfully ours.

Your smile just totally captivate me ….

17 days left before I bid farewell to BMTC . Its where I will pass out from a recruit to a private. And I’m so looking forward to that day. Like seriously.

Tuesday will be drill comp . Chances of winning is like microscopic … but hopefully at least we get the top 3 places ..

Go listen to Call Your Name by Daughtry . Its stuck in my head since I ever heard it on their latest album

And when you fall apart am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There’s so much to be said
And with a broken heart your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

Toughen Up

Its been awhile since I really post something productive.

10 weeks of BMT have pass by me and I’ve already accomplish whats needed to pass my BMT

Field Camp was one of the key event in BMT. 5 days of outfield was no joke as horror stories of tekan sessions was weaving in and out of my head. Shellscape was seriously hell. Mine look like a perfect grave to dispose of someone into it. 1 and half hour into the rain on the last day, all that ring in my ear was people screaming their frustrations at us while we were all in all kind of weird poistions. BIC had me pushing myself to the max, to a point where I just keep bursting my muscles to coordinate with my half fucked brain. But honestly speaking, I find our field camp was pretty slack as compared to others.

SIT test was another outfield 3d2n thingy. I’m glad I stayed low profile throughout the entire missions shit. Guess I can kiss goodbye to command school. OH yeah , before I forget , 12km RM wasnt a easy peasy thing. I was that close to falling out after seeing people stopping to give up. Its all in the mind….

I realised ever since I enlisted into the army, I’ve been losing my social life bit by bit. Long gone are the words of ‘Lets meet up soon’. Cant be helped as everyone is busy with something. I wish I could be doing something about it but I’m just tired of initating…

5 more weeks to POP, how long could I push myself . How far could I go with the current state I’m in ? What lies ahead of me will be painful and requires all my physical state.

I wish for a  positive answer from you …

Split roads

4km with a heavy load is not easy . especially when going upslope and downslope . Though its tough, I managed to pull it through. It surely takes alot of mental strength to just keep pushing oneself through this.

Range was good. At least , I know I ain’t a bobo shooter.

Time in the camp is gonna be long . And time at home will be short. This unstill heart of mine needs to be captivated. Will I pull it through or give up halfway.

No title for this entry. Guess I’m beginning to feel the effect of turning stupid as each day goes pass me.

1 month into my army life. It feels fast but not fast enough . Everyday is just a day to go through . Bookingouts is what I look forward to each weekend comes.

But each bookout I do feel quite bored. Most of the people around me are either working or had done most of the things that I wanna do. L4D and dinner dates are the most common things that I been doing for the past few bookouts.

I’m beginning to have the negative effects in me . IPPT pass seems so far away and I’m like super weak in everything . Hiaz ..

I guess its goodbye for now. And its time for me to put on the uniform and boots ; heading for the forsaken island

Almost there

2nd bookout was almost non existance.

Panic and fear flutters thru out heart and souls.

Sometimes you wonder the action takens are enough to justify the big wild goose chase .

Its coming to the 4th week of my army life. Cmon, time please pass faster

1st Bookout !

G coy .

2 weeks confinement just went by me in a quick flash. Life is not that hard as I thought it would be. I’m still pretty much adapting but I guess everything will turn out fine .

my weekends just went pass pretty fast and fine . Hanging out with the usuals and giving them and update on my life.

Booking in less than 2 hours away . God Bless me for the next 5 days or so . =x =x

pictorial update on how I look botak . Looks not bad eh ?